Didn't say that... just, if you're so nervous about hearing "no" that you'd avoid it entirely...

[ trails off a bit, sagging uselessly down into the seat a little more and burying her nose in her coat. ]

... I dunno what to do. I missed you bunches and I've been missing you and all I wanna do is like-- hold you and hug you and feel you again but I know I--

...

I'm sorry.