Cobalt: do you have any tips on how to persuade him that he's allowed to do things that help him feel better? Cobalt: i get the impression he thinks the fact that he feels upset about something that was legitimately upsetting means he's weak, instead of like Cobalt: a normal human person Cobalt: he's acting like he is obligated to torment himself for the crime of being sad Cobalt: please advise
Nemesis!: like he listens to me Nemesis!: if i could do something like that i wouldhve already Nemesis!: instead i am completely worthless Nemesis!: use the taser thing maybe
Cobalt: what about you? Cobalt: is it something you would be willing to try? Cobalt: hurricane cares about you a lot, so maybe if you do it, it'll help him feel more comfortable giving it a try, too
[She nods back from the absolute middle of the roof area, though she honestly looks ready to bolt. It looks like she's had better days, eyes bloodshot, dark shadows beneath them.
[At the contact, the sensation is like a rush of clean water through her mind, sweeping everything dark out of the corners of her psyche and washing it away. Fear, insecurity, sadness, shame — every negative emotion that's been weighing her down — is swept into the distance, so far away it can no longer touch her.
Left behind is a feeling of warmth and well-being, and a gentle lightheartedness that wasn't there before.]
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Nemesis!: thats it ?
[The program indicates she is typing on and off for a good fifteen minutes]
Nemesis!: whatd hurricane say
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Nemesis!: make him do it
Nemesis!: he likes your stupid face
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Cobalt: i get the impression he thinks the fact that he feels upset about something that was legitimately upsetting means he's weak, instead of like
Cobalt: a normal human person
Cobalt: he's acting like he is obligated to torment himself for the crime of being sad
Cobalt: please advise
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Nemesis!: if i could do something like that i wouldhve already
Nemesis!: instead i am completely worthless
Nemesis!: use the taser thing maybe
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Cobalt: what about you?
Cobalt: is it something you would be willing to try?
Cobalt: hurricane cares about you a lot, so maybe if you do it, it'll help him feel more comfortable giving it a try, too
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Nemesis!: but maybe
Nemesis!: later
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Cobalt: i don't have anything to do today so feel free to ping me whenever
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[Nemesis! is typing... flicks on and off for a good while after that, but no message comes]
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No more messages appear to be forthcoming.]
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Nemesis!: ok
Nemesis!: i mean sure why not iguess
Nemesis!: if you want
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Cobalt: where should i meet you?
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Cobalt: see you in a few
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Regardless, he's there within a few minutes, a brown paper lunch bag in one hand. He smiles when he sees her.]
Hey.
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Gestures at his bag]
... Is this an actual drug deal?
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When's the last time you ate?
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'M not hungry, so prolly not that long ago...
[From her expression, she has no recollection either way, but she waves her hand, dismissing the topic]
Anyways, forget your lunch. Maybe I wanna try your power thing, I guess.
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[He extends a hand, palm up]
Give me your hand?
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Left behind is a feeling of warmth and well-being, and a gentle lightheartedness that wasn't there before.]
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--Oh.
[She stands up straighter, tension draining from her shoulders and jaw. Barks out a laugh, kind of incredulously stunned. She keeps hold of his hand]
That's--wow.
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